God, Can you Hear Me Now?

I scream and shout
But you teem with clout
And cloud my loud dreams
team me with your stout house.
Unanswered anger manifests
festering distress
upset with your process.
Regret rejects your rest
protests your professed
blessed intellect.
Inspect grotesque events
that express the effect
of bereft prayers that expect
you to forget I’m oppressed
and next to neglect.
The trinity was my remedy
rather than an enemy
sending me enmity
putting an end to me.
Emptied my entity of entropy
To be used by you.
But when I try you
and attune to your triune tune
you pour discord in your chords
in accord that I would harm your harmony.
harlotry with sin afforded your sword
can’t fail to feel these blasphemies
that blast me with bashed dreams
Yet unbashfully
I broadcast
abashed dreams you’re steadfast actually
I stay fast
fasting joy and peace
asking poise
to be in my feast.
Do you see me as least
Sorrow’s leashed me in a lease
Please stop the tease
release relief.
Motives for motion of emotions
is the potent notion
that your noting the poison
But don’t pull out the potion.
Your reckless love
From your desk above
Better wreck all hectic
barriers that are burying me.
I can barely see
The Spirit’s fruits as berry sweet
It gets hard to cherish thee
As cherry sweet
for carrying me
When you cherry pick
pieces of me to tear from peace
not very fair of me
To treat you like a fairy of dreams
To ferry the varying things
Embarrassing me out of my life
Whenever i deem
But if you can’t shred
the walls that wall me into dread
or climb the mountain of my head,
I’m heading for death
afraid my anger too dense
for you to penetrate
Please let me face
the life found in your face.

2 thoughts on “God, Can you Hear Me Now?

  1. My favorite part was when you said “Unanswered anger manifests
    festering distress
    upset with your process.
    Regret rejects your rest
    protests your professed
    blessed intellect.”

    I struggle with persistently praying for something because I struggle with patience. I am growing in that area but is still a work in progress

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